sunday post

Yesterday I had a really nice walk at the trails with my best friends. They were having a conversation about some staff in their workplace when I randomly told them about my future plans.
I'm actually pretty worried about my future. Someone pointed out to me that I, like most people, don't actually have a plan for my future. A concrete plan. I'm either too busy preparing for one or I cannot be bothered with one. It irks me to think it's the latter. I probably haven't thought about what I want to do. I am not sure if I am actually going to apply what I am studying to my career. I would rather spend time healing and treating people than competing in the business world, really. I'll probably get over and done with this studies in another 15 months and meanwhile, start planning ahead for what I want to do.
Workload increased heaps the last week and reading up for my examination topics were reserved only for the nights. Han was busy too and we had no time for trivial fights. I met him for one day last week and most of the time, we sent our love over the phone or text.